something takes a part of me [you and i weren't meant to be]

[thiswholeflight]

You know, I like being a drama free zone, but right now I'm just that ticked that I don't care what kind of drama I bring. I was pushed too far and this is my snap. Here, livejournal, behold the glory of hypocrisy. Since these comments, originally made in Court's livejournal by Court and Nora, were in a public post, I'm just going to assume that they didn't really care whether or not the world could see them. I have support from Fawn to post her comments as well. I've made screenshots of the e-mail that was sent my way. The last is part of a conversation I had with Court tonight. I take all responsibility for posting this. I'm doing it with the knowledge of the drama it can and will bring. Truth hurts, baby, and this is me bringing it on.














I have no idea what record we're supposedly keeping. And, you know, this isn't to pick any fight with you, but maybe the next time you two talk about someone, do it in a private post. Or you know, don't do it at all.

You might just reveal your true colors.

While I don't particularly care if any of the people I write suck or not, since I enjoy playing them and I play with people who enjoy them as well, I do care that Fawn was attacked just for standing up for what is right. She stood up for me and no one was given the chance to be outright enraged for what was said to her - words that are infinitely worse. I'm not a nice person. I am a bitch as evidence by this post. But I'm not nearly as despicable as this.

Here you go: Public post. Nothing screened and nothing said behind anyone's back.

Grow the fuck up. Get over yourselves. We all had a nice laugh at your expense.

Toodles, bitches!

P.S. The irony kicker =

Comments

[mr-likestofight.livejournal.com]

You are something inspiring Heidi.

Hell to the yes.

[atomic-eyes.livejournal.com]

Agreed.

[thiswholeflight.livejournal.com]

Thanks, babe. <3

[mr-likestofight.livejournal.com]

You're oh so very welcome.

[sweetest-potato.livejournal.com]

You are like Pam, doing something I've always wanted to do. <3 Plus, your writing is awesome. So there.

And also, I'm not ignoring you, really I'm not, I am just super bad at closing iChat when I go away from the computer. <3

[atomic-eyes.livejournal.com]

I don't know you but I totally agree with your Pam comparison. And Heidi is an amazing Pam in the RP world.

[sweetest-potato.livejournal.com]

I don't know you either, but thanks. And Heidi is just all round awesome.

[thiswholeflight.livejournal.com]

I feel god in this livejournal entry. <3 Thanks babe.

[evenasiwander.livejournal.com]

... Wow.

So lemme get this straight. They're (and I'm using that word loosely) a. illiterate, b. uninformed, c. insecure, and d. righteous bitch whores who are right when they call themselves 'smart asses' but probably because they don't know the actualt definition.

1. A person regarded as obnoxiously self-assertive.
2. An impudent person.

Yes, see Emma be pretentious.

Also, you don't suck. If you did I wouldn't bother to read half of what you write. But, alas, I do, so survey says you're amazing. And so is Fawn, man, so it Fawn.

People are going to be rude and moronic for the rest of our lives. I suppose the adage is something about jealousy and flattery, but mostly I just think they (again used loosely) are bitches.

[atomic-eyes.livejournal.com]

Oh emma. Have I mentioned lately how much I love you?

[thiswholeflight.livejournal.com]

I think you should totally be pretentious and point out irony more often. I love you. <3

[palest-star.livejournal.com]

aww heidi. you can join my group of people who are so freaking wonderful that people had to talk shit about them!! you are so special that you know someone has to do it.

also, i so love fawn for sticking up for you.

[atomic-eyes.livejournal.com]

Yeah. Fawn rocked that one out and then Nora turned into a psychopath.

[palest-star.livejournal.com]

okay. yes. i probably shouldnt, BUT

TURNED INTO??? was darling. was.

[thiswholeflight.livejournal.com]

*hugs you so much* <3 Fawn is so incredible. Not a lot of people stand up for others. It's so easy to look the other way and it's frightening to separate ourselves from the crowd. I am so proud of her. And everyone else who's been commenting. Thank you so much.

[palest-star.livejournal.com]

*hugs back* people talk shit. its a sad fact of life that i'm hating on.

then asking you to play luke... thats funny shit right there. wtf.

people fucking suck. that is all.

[phaedraslove.livejournal.com]

Why is this bitch even still breathing our air? Srsly, she hasn't died yet on one of her 2938209890823098293892 supposed trips to the ER?

And I really don't feel bad for Court at all. Sorry. Loyalty is one thing. Masochism is an entirely other thing.

[atomic-eyes.livejournal.com]

Right there with you.

[thiswholeflight.livejournal.com]

Here's to no longer subjecting ourselves to the masochism.

[atomic-eyes.livejournal.com]

For someone who uses the word cunt so loosely she really needs to look in the mirror.

You and everyone else whose paid attention - knows my opinion on Nora. Despite how much that woman pisses me off I would never tell her to kill herself. That's going beyond being mean or trying to defend oneself (which isn't what she was doing). It's cruel, heartless, idiotic and horrible.

I'm tired of feeling sorry for people who subject themselves to that. I've been there and I've done that and at a certain point you realize that its really wrong. The difference between us and other people? We got out.

[thiswholeflight.livejournal.com]

I keep trying to find words but you totally said it babe. Repeating what I said to Jenna: Here's to no longer subjecting ourselves to the masochism.

Also, this shit is bananas. B-a-n-a-n-a-s.

[theferretgirl.livejournal.com]

Since I hadn't had a 'YOU KNOW YOU LOVE ME!' E-mail in so long, I was under the impression someone had finally smartened up and had her institutionalized.

Someone should, they really should.

[atomic-eyes.livejournal.com]

FOR SERIOUS!

[ohmyhannah.livejournal.com]

LMFAO I wasn't going to comment to any of this because I wasn't going to get involved at all, but I couldn't help but say that this comment wins the universe.

ps- <333 Heidi.

[atomic-eyes.livejournal.com]

It does. FG PWNS

[thiswholeflight.livejournal.com]

<3333 right back.

[thiswholeflight.livejournal.com]

One word: Ownage. <3 You win.

[ashylogic.livejournal.com]

I'm proud of you, and really the fact you did this using their words is pretty fantastic. I'm not getting into anything else cause I've long stopped being surprised people are still buying Nora's bullshit. I'm proud of Fawn for defending you, and you for using their words to call them out. Love ya <3

[atomic-eyes.livejournal.com]

They are both rockin right now. And I'm there too, unable to deal with the fact that people still look at her and can't see what's really there.

[thiswholeflight.livejournal.com]

Thank you, babe. And yeah, this is pretty much a long time coming. I am so proud of Fawn for putting herself out there. I am so glad that I have this support. This is one of those "Don't mess with my friends, kthnx." and honestly, sick of having my friends fucked over. No one needs that toxicity or friends who do that to you.

Love you babe <3

[enwyn.livejournal.com]

Me and newfie agree, we can kill those bitches if you like... that's way too harsh and then they have the nerve to ask you a favour? I don't think so... WE MISS YOU AND WE LOVE YOU!!!!!