every time you close your eyes - a jaccob/tristan mix

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every time you close your eyes - a jaccob/tristan mix

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1. Werewolf - Cocorosie

In a dream I was a werewolf
My soul was filled with crystal light
Lavender ribbons of rain sang
Ridding my heart of mortal fight

Broken sundown fatherless showdown
Gun hip swollen lip bottle sip yeah I suck dick
Lose grip on gravity falls sky blinding crumbling walls
River sweep away my memories of
Children’s things a young mother’s love
Before the yearning song of flesh on flesh
Young hearts burst open wounds bleed fresh
A young brother skinny and tall my older walks
Oceanward and somber, slumber sleeping
Flowers in the water,
But I’m just his daughter
Walking down an icy grave
leading to my Schizophrenic father.
Weeping willow won’t you wallow louder
Searching for my father’s power


2. Werewolf - Cat Power

Cryin’ nobody knows, nobody knows, body knows
How I loved the man, as I teared off his clothes
Cryin’ nobody know, nobody knows my pain
When I see that it’s risen; that fool moon again


3. Lycanthropy - Patrick Wolf

i was once a boy.
till i cut my penis off
and i grew a hairy skull
of stubborn fire

then i was a girl.
till i sewed my hole up
and i grew a hairy heart
of dark desire


4. Wolverine - Sufjan Stevens

It's not your fault
It's not your fault
It's not your fault
It's not your fault


5. You're A Wolf - Sea Wolf

Old gypsy woman spoke to me, lips stained red from a bottle of wine.
“The one that you are looking for, you’re not gonna find her here.”


6. Feather Moon - Vienna Teng

Breathe in breathe out
Exhale and inhale

Seven sins
God of stone
All is true
Down to the bone
Feather moon
Scarlet sky
I love you endlessly
Not knowing why


7. Cast A Hook - Laura Veirs

Otherwise I'll wither and die here
On this reach of rubble rambling
With two years filled up with sand, dear
In a broken daze I'll be scrambling

Like rivers running up the hills and to the sky and down to the sea
Where a merman with a twinkle casts a hook in me


8. Roads - Portishead

Oh, can't anybody see,
We've got a war to fight,
Never found our way,
Regardless of what they say.

How can it feel, this wrong,
From this moment,
How can it feel, this wrong


9. Animal I Have Become - Three Days Grace

I can't escape this hell,
So many times I've tried,
But I'm still caged inside,
Somebody get me through this nightmare,
I can't control myself.

So what if you can see,
The darkest side of me,
No one will ever change this animal I have become.


10. Grazed Knees - Snow Patrol

Just say you love me now
And forget this whole row
Just save your energy
For making up with me


11. Silent Night - Damien Rice

Silent night, broken night
All is fallen when you take your flight
I found some hate for you
Just for show
You found some love for me
Thinking I'd go
Don't keep me from crying to sleep
Sleep in heavenly peace


12. Rebellion (Lies) - The Arcade Fire

sleeping is giving in
no matter what the time is.
sleeping is giving in,
so lift those heavy eyelids.

people say that you'll die faster than without water.
but we know it's just a lie,
scare your son and scare your daughter.

people say that your dreams are the only things that save ya.
come on baby in our dreams, we can live our misbehavior.



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Tristan's father was never there while he was growing up. In fact, he was raised entirely by his mother until he was six, when she was brutally murdered in front of him. Possibly the only seeds of goodness in him were planted by her, but that time has long since past and he is not that same little boy anymore.

He went from foster family to foster family, many of them abusive, before finally running away completely at sixteen exhausted by a system that didn't work and that only served to punish him for wrongs he didn't commit and excuse him for ones he did.

Tristan is cold and hardened from life and he grew up too fast - as well as with the idea that anything he wanted he would have to take.

After leaving his last home and running into some bad luck with the law, he met Jaccob - a werewolf, equally dissatisfied with life. He never felt close enough to anyone, but somehow Jaccob slipped in. A companion and a lover, Jaccob changed Tristan and taught him everything he needed to know - including a painful lesson of not getting too attached, a lesson Tristan has never quite grasped.

Jaccob taught Tristan how to fight, breathe and kill.

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I suggest looking at heselfdestructs (Jaccob) and iam_undying (Tristan) if you really want to know more.

Most of you will probably look at this insane post and pass it over. Tell me, however, if you download the songs.

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